My Birthday

Reality is sinking in that this is my last year in the decade of the 50’s.  I am growing past “middle aged” and have the privilege of being married to an official senior, as well. I guess I better become mature soon or my grey hair will not be the sign of wisdom that it ought to be!

What are some blessings of being 59?

I have a wonderful husband of 36+ years, who has stood faithfully by my side. I have the honour of sharing life, hardships and celebrations with Walter Selke, who has been a rock during crises and a tender-hearted shepherd for the hurting. We have weathered many storms and he has always pointed the way to the anchor of our faith, Jesus Christ. 

I am blessed to be the mother of 3 amazing adult children. They will always be “the kids” when I describe them!  My heart will never stop caring, worrying and praying for them throughout their lives. From the moment I knew each one was in my womb, I’ve been praying for God’s plan for them.  I miss them terribly when they go back to their homes but I’m fiercely proud of them and the wise choices they have been making as adults!

Being in my 50’s has given me the gift of becoming a Grandma!  The feelings of love, joy, pride and helplessness are all wrapped together in the grandparent role.  I pray everyday for our granddaughter and can’t wait for the next one to arrive!

To be called into ministry as a lifelong calling has been a true miracle ~ who would have thought this bratty, stubborn and mouthy Hallowe’en baby would become a missionary/pastor’s wife and servant in God’s harvest field?  God calls the unlikely, the inept and the impossible.  He is the one who equips, empowers and encourages those who are willing to say “yes” to His invitation to serve. It’s not about me.  And God has been faithful to keep me, protect me. 

The Bible verse that touched me this morning is Psalm 121:7 and I will claim it for the next year of my life:

“The Lord will keep you from all harm- He will watch over your life.”

God is good!  I will trust my 59th birthday to the One who created me and knows me intimately. My times are in His hands.